you know that moment, when you’re just so done with everything, all you can do is stare into space and pretended to listen to whats going on around you. everything has just become too much. so much that you become numb for the most part. you’ve lost yourself in this place where so many others have found their place and you just feel out of place. Your anxiety makes you shake like no other all the time and you can only remember a few times when it stopped. where calm finally hit..but you dont want to think about it because it just hurts and it seems so far away anyways. but you hurt anyways because of everything else that’s causing you pain. when will it stop, you don’t know. and yet you manage to get through each day without ever really knowing how.